Life...
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
Uhhhhh....I am soooo full. I just finished eating lunch with my friend Katie. We ate at Ruby Tuesday's which normally I would disagree with, but I just really wanted some salad. It was so good too. I probably should have just gone to Demo's and gotten their all you can eat soup and salad. Now that I think of it, it would have been cheaper. That is my main reason for not like Ruby Tuesday's. You pay too much for what you get. Their prices are crazy.
Well I saw a girl from church today on campus and talked to her about Kristoffer. She had no idea what was going on and was surprised to hear we had broken up. I told her, "Oh well, his loss." The funny thing is that I saw him in his parent's car with them driving which tells me that his car probably broke down. Perhaps that is what that no number was last monday.....That would make me so happy considering I got stuck driving him around when that crap happened. I wonder how it feels to be 24 and have to have your parents drive you around.
All this talk about Kristoffer makes me wonder what Joey is up to. He called me last year around this time to inform me that he still thought about me everyday and he still loves me........ Cheating on your girlfriend of two and a half years makes the girl question love. He is engaged which is really scary to me since both of his parents have been married numerous times. This is going to sound bad, but he is one of those people who should not get married so that the divorce cycle will stop. Why don't people get that after 3 or 4 divorces that they should never agree to marriage again. They should just live together and not worry about the nuptials. I guess I am just lucky my parents have been married for 27 going on 28 years. I am truly blessed. That is what I want. I want to find the person who loves me enough to work through anything. A person who understands the importance of marriage and the bond within. I guess what I am saying is that my biggest fear is divorce. That is probably why the two long term relationships have ended for me. It's like God saying, "Hey Jenn, that isn't the right guy for you. Someone better will come along." In a way, the stupid crap that has broken these relationships up are a blessing.
If Joey and I hadn't broken up, I would be married with kids already.......scary. I would also be married to a guy who has no goals in life. I need someone who has goals and can think of ways to better himself, and knows that change is good. I can't give a "If Kristoffer and I hadn't broken up" example because I am yet to know.
Well I saw a girl from church today on campus and talked to her about Kristoffer. She had no idea what was going on and was surprised to hear we had broken up. I told her, "Oh well, his loss." The funny thing is that I saw him in his parent's car with them driving which tells me that his car probably broke down. Perhaps that is what that no number was last monday.....That would make me so happy considering I got stuck driving him around when that crap happened. I wonder how it feels to be 24 and have to have your parents drive you around.
All this talk about Kristoffer makes me wonder what Joey is up to. He called me last year around this time to inform me that he still thought about me everyday and he still loves me........ Cheating on your girlfriend of two and a half years makes the girl question love. He is engaged which is really scary to me since both of his parents have been married numerous times. This is going to sound bad, but he is one of those people who should not get married so that the divorce cycle will stop. Why don't people get that after 3 or 4 divorces that they should never agree to marriage again. They should just live together and not worry about the nuptials. I guess I am just lucky my parents have been married for 27 going on 28 years. I am truly blessed. That is what I want. I want to find the person who loves me enough to work through anything. A person who understands the importance of marriage and the bond within. I guess what I am saying is that my biggest fear is divorce. That is probably why the two long term relationships have ended for me. It's like God saying, "Hey Jenn, that isn't the right guy for you. Someone better will come along." In a way, the stupid crap that has broken these relationships up are a blessing.
If Joey and I hadn't broken up, I would be married with kids already.......scary. I would also be married to a guy who has no goals in life. I need someone who has goals and can think of ways to better himself, and knows that change is good. I can't give a "If Kristoffer and I hadn't broken up" example because I am yet to know.
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