The Soap Opera I call life.....

I'll start with what seems to be the story of my life recently. For the past three years, I have been dating the same guy. We were best friends before we dated which is why it really sucks that we broke up....again. About two weeks ago he just stopped calling, so this means that technically he never broke up with me. His friend came into my work and I told him what was going on and without my knowing called Kristoffer to ask what was up. He then came back into my work and told me that Kristoffer said that as far as he was concerned we were broken up....no reason why.... That was his final chance. I am tired of it. I'm so tired of it crying is out of the picture. I've prepared for this moment. I surrounded myself with friends right before it happened...........

This begins the story of my single life

Last night I enjoyed the company of a great guy who is funny and charming. He took me to Romano's and to a hilarious movie The Girl Next Door. Only one problem.........he dated my best friend and I cannot go out with him again. Like I told him I just lost a boyfriend and I am not prepared to lose a best friend now especially over a guy. To me, no guy is worth that. I already let it happen once and it isn't happening again.

I saw hot beer guy on Thursday!!! I would have loved to say but I didn't. He is a really sweet guy and why his life just got turned upside down on him I will never know. I would love for my next date to be with him.....hmmm. He has asked me out before and it could happen again. Except for this time I won't have to say maybe some other time. Oh yeah that is right, I said MAYBE that one word guys don't wanna hear.....oops.. I tried to show him I was still interested. So maybe he will ask again. Probably screwed that one up big time.

Well it is time to start a new day, I have about twenty minutes before I need to go to class and work. That is what my fun filled day will consist of. I just have to find something to wear.....