Life...
Friday, April 23, 2004
I knew something else would happen it was just too good to be true.....
So I am at work yesterday, and my friend Reese comes up to me and says hey Jennifer do you wanna know what I heard. I looked at him and said is it going to upset me? If it makes me mad I'm ok, but is it going to upset me? He just said kind of shrugged his shoulders. He then proceeds to tell me that he talked to Casey, a girl who goes to RFC, and she said that Kristoffer was bragging about back handing me like 3 times, and also that he had his mind set on dating this other girl named Jennifer. Ok so one this pisses me off because he has never once back handed me and if he had he would have been thrown in the trash can a long time ago. This also gives me great pleasure in the fact that I was right.....there was another girl. Damn I'm good. Like always he sees another girl somewhere and she might talk to him or flirt with him and he can't stop himself, and how does he tell me? Oh I'm sorry he doesn't. Why does he think any girl is going to date him if he can't grow up and tell me that he doesn't wanna be with me. I'm just waiting for him to try to come crawling back. Only this time, to his disappointment, I will say I'm sorry I am enjoying the single life. No one to ask if I have plans with him before I make plans with my friends....... No one holding me back. It's been two weeks and I have already seen the happiness coming back. I didn't want him to come back the last time, but he came crying back. I thought he was sincere, and he may have been, but he still left again. I just can't take the bipolar-ness anymore. It is always in April that he leaves.... hmm must be seasonal for him. Like Spring Cleaning time.... "Ok well this year I will get rid of Jennifer again....I think that girl (Insert Name Here) likes me I will just go after her...(My add in) unsuccessfully."
Well yesterday I only got stuck working 6 hours, so it went rather fast. I then proceeded to watch a movie... It was a rather interesting movie, but I can't even remember the name of it.
Well, tonight is the big night. I am going on my date that my friend doesn't approve of. I hope it goes well. That is right always look for the positive in everything.
With that being said, I love living my life this way. Looking for positives. I had a guy the other night who comes through my line quite often and he said that he loved the way I looked at life. That made me feel great. I just don't see the point in being unhappy if I can avoid it. Most of the time I can. I might be really angry, but I will still look really happy.....because I am. I am one of those people who in the morning chooses that they are going to be happy that day. It will probably add years onto my life.
So I am at work yesterday, and my friend Reese comes up to me and says hey Jennifer do you wanna know what I heard. I looked at him and said is it going to upset me? If it makes me mad I'm ok, but is it going to upset me? He just said kind of shrugged his shoulders. He then proceeds to tell me that he talked to Casey, a girl who goes to RFC, and she said that Kristoffer was bragging about back handing me like 3 times, and also that he had his mind set on dating this other girl named Jennifer. Ok so one this pisses me off because he has never once back handed me and if he had he would have been thrown in the trash can a long time ago. This also gives me great pleasure in the fact that I was right.....there was another girl. Damn I'm good. Like always he sees another girl somewhere and she might talk to him or flirt with him and he can't stop himself, and how does he tell me? Oh I'm sorry he doesn't. Why does he think any girl is going to date him if he can't grow up and tell me that he doesn't wanna be with me. I'm just waiting for him to try to come crawling back. Only this time, to his disappointment, I will say I'm sorry I am enjoying the single life. No one to ask if I have plans with him before I make plans with my friends....... No one holding me back. It's been two weeks and I have already seen the happiness coming back. I didn't want him to come back the last time, but he came crying back. I thought he was sincere, and he may have been, but he still left again. I just can't take the bipolar-ness anymore. It is always in April that he leaves.... hmm must be seasonal for him. Like Spring Cleaning time.... "Ok well this year I will get rid of Jennifer again....I think that girl (Insert Name Here) likes me I will just go after her...(My add in) unsuccessfully."
Well yesterday I only got stuck working 6 hours, so it went rather fast. I then proceeded to watch a movie... It was a rather interesting movie, but I can't even remember the name of it.
Well, tonight is the big night. I am going on my date that my friend doesn't approve of. I hope it goes well. That is right always look for the positive in everything.
With that being said, I love living my life this way. Looking for positives. I had a guy the other night who comes through my line quite often and he said that he loved the way I looked at life. That made me feel great. I just don't see the point in being unhappy if I can avoid it. Most of the time I can. I might be really angry, but I will still look really happy.....because I am. I am one of those people who in the morning chooses that they are going to be happy that day. It will probably add years onto my life.
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